Strangely Privileged: The Blackness Problem with Gamers

My post for today was going to be specifically about Evan Narcisse’s article that talked about video games’ blackness problem, but as I sit down to write I find that it is only going to be tangentially connected.

Video games do have a blackness problem…and so do video game players. So let me explain. Narcisse is right that Black folks in video games are still stereotypically portrayed as something out of bad blaxploitation films. I won’t go into this too much right here because I have talked about it on NYMG before, so go back and check out my posts on Saint’s Row, Grand Theft Auto, and Deus Ex: Human Revolution (among others). It doesn’t go away and sadly, it doesn’t seem to be getting any better.

tylermilesYesterday Pea and I had the treat of her being my assistant at work (thanks to subzero temperatures). As we walked around my games narratives class watching people play games and chatting about connections between what they were playing and the books that we are reading for class, we came upon a group of folks playing Indigo Prophecy. We talked about the representation of one of the game’s three protagonists, Tyler Miles, a Black man who dresses like a bad throwback from the 70s and even has what appears to be black velvet paintings on the walls of his apartment (the original game was released in 2005 and this version was the newly remastered 2015 version). We kind of summed it up as “clearly, game designers think that Black folks are stuck in the 70s” (at best) and the voice of reason came from Pea who looked at us, thoroughly confused, and said “Mama, you’re Black and you’re not stuck in the 70s!”. We all laughed, adding to her confusion, but it was one of those laugh to keep from crying moments. Pea missed the sarcasm, but drove home a point for me. People ask me all the time why I keep writing about and researching race and gender in video games and the video game industry. Why would anyone want to work in an area that is so filled with racism, sexism, homophobia, and misogyny. And yesterday really summed it up for me. My daughter, my kiddo, my baby loves to play video games and will most likely be a gamer for many years to come. Why should she have to look at shoddy representations of women, queer folks, and people of color? Why should she have to see something portrayed that is not only offensive, but completely inaccurate? Why should Tyler be dressed like a pimp on casual Friday in 2005 or 2015? 

life-is-strange-principalLast night as we recorded our 95th episode of the podcast and talked about Life is Strange another issue of Blackness hit me like a ton of bricks. Someone asked how many of the podcasters had chosen to report a student to the school authorities and while some people had and some hadn’t in the end everyone except for me had considered it. And then I thought about why…I specifically remember thinking that being a “snitch” in this game was probably going to end badly and that I could probably fix things better than an ineffectual administrator, but most importantly I remember thinking that the authorities never help you so that would be a waste of time. As we talked about it last night and I began to process I realized that my choice had nothing to do with the game and everything to do with me as a person, and more specifically a person of color. While non-minority parents get to teach their children to go to the police if ever they need help, minority parents have to teach their children to steer clear of the police whenever possible because the possibility for things to go horribly wrong is extremely high and possibility of actually getting any help is almost non-existent (and in the end not worth the risk).

I listened as my friends and fellow podcasters talked about their decisions and I slowly realized that they were speaking from a position of privilege and didn’t even realize it. Let me stop to say this: privilege isn’t a good thing or a bad thing, it just is. It’s what you do with that privilege that makes it a positive or a negative. Folks can’t help that they have privilege. They are born with it or gain it later in life through other means. My daughter was born with a kind of privilege that I can never have and through years of education and dumb luck I have gained a little of my own, but it still does not shield me from what some will always see as the stigma of my brown skin.

For me reporting the student in question wasn’t a choice for Max to make, it was a choice for brown, raised in large urban city me and to be perfectly honest it was never really a choice at all. I didn’t think about it. Didn’t consider it. Didn’t muse over it. Just “knew” that it wasn’t a thing to do. So I didn’t. The negative possibilities were just far too great. This was a new manifestation of the blackness problem and one that is always already there in choice based games. What if who I am as a person, as a gamer, removes choice for me?

As Life is Strange goes on if I am Max and Max is me she is really in a world of trouble…in the game.

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